"Listen to me,
my people. Hear me, Israel, for my law will be proclaimed, and my justice will
become a light to the nations. My mercy
and justice are coming soon. My salvation is on the way. My strong arm will
bring justice to the nations. All distant lands will look to me and wait in
hope for my powerful arm.– Isaiah 51: 4-5 (NLT)
My son yelled as I turned the knob on the dryer and started
the cycle to dry my second load of laundry.
“It’s your work calling, Mom.”
“Don’t pick it up! Let them leave a message for me.”
He chuckled as he intently listened. Word per word and
couldn’t believe what he heard:
“Just wondering if you wanna’ pick up the shift tonight…4
hours…6…8…10…even 12…Whatever you like…”
It brought me back to the lies put out on the table. When I
battled the people in power and accused me of lies about my disability that
were not true. In reality…it was them lying about my situation. Except…I was
frustrated that I didn’t get the help I needed from the federal agency that was
supposed to help people being discriminated at work.
“There were no 8 hours allowed anymore to work in all the
facilities,” one lie I recalled.
Yet, that was not the first time they begged me to come
whatever number of hours I wanted to do to help out the short staff. Nor would
it be the last…
They demoted my position. A show of their power that they
could do what they wanted. I accepted. But demoting me to a Per Diem status
became an advantage. They couldn’t force me anymore to work on days or shifts
that I was forced to do prior to that action. I knew I had to trust more and
let God worked for me. I knew what I didn’t understand, there would always be a
blessing in disguise.
I faced them without fear. Yes… I was outnumbered…There were
6 “Laban” intimidating me. Trying their best to give me a hard time so I would
quit on my own. They robbed me, too. Of many benefits because of that demotion.
But I knew…those were just “things”…Replaceable things. Things that would never
last. They might have robbed me. But never the God I served. And trusted. And
believed in…
“It’s okay,” I told my son as I woke up from being in a
reflective moment.
“You know Mommy had been okay…Because God is good to us…All
the time…”
I felt his arms embraced me as he kissed my right cheek.
“I love you, Mom…” he added as he dashed to go upstairs and
get ready for school.
How many men would love to be “gods” while Jesus, the true
Son of God chose to be “a man?”
How many poor would be wishing for the riches all the time
yet the King of Kings chose to come down here and show His love and redemption?
Born in the lowly place…A manger…
Not all injustices occur toward us… A lot of times, a person
doesn’t have to look that far. Just look into one’s heart. If one finds “self-righteousness”
in it, the belief that one doesn’t need Jesus because he or she is a good
person is not true. This belief denies the need for that heart to have its sins
be removed. Jesus is the meaning of the Season. He came because we were the reason why He gave His life...
There is sunshine after the storm....and what a sweet son you have.♥ Jesus is the reason for the season...sadly so many do not see it that way.
ReplyDeleteThe injustice done to you turned out for good. Praise God for that victory! We are on the same page as we write that JESUS is the meaning of the season. I love the song you shared too!
ReplyDeleteMay you have a joyous and blessed Christmas season sweet sister,
Debbie
I forgot to tell you that I love love love your header photo!
ReplyDeleteI love this statement... " How many men would love to be “gods” while Jesus, the true Son of God chose to be “a man?”
He willingly bleed and died a man's death...for us too....because He loved us. He remains faithful....He is so good to us!
Blessings for a treasured CHRISTmas with family and friends
patrina <")>><
Have a blessed Christmas and happy holiday season with your family. I'm always inspired by your writing.
ReplyDeleteDearest Rosel,
ReplyDeleteYour new header picture is simply beautiful. I love the symbolism of the rising sun. And this post really touched my heart. Each painful event in our lives is another opportunity for our Savior to redeem it and turn it into a blessing. You have given a true testimony of what it means to wait and trust in how the Lord will work all things out. Thinking of you this Christmas season. Maligayang Pasko, mahal kong kapatid at kababayan. I love the song you posted, one of my favorite Christmas songs... Much love, Lidia
Wishing you His peace this holiday season.
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts are drawn to you this morning, a few days before New Year. Somehow, even if we have never met, I feel a kinship with you beyond just being "magkababayan" - but more like, we belong to the same kingdom... and we will spend eternity together. What a joyous thought. I will be returning to our homeland in a few days' time. It would be good to hear your voice... if ok with you, can you email me you phone number and the best time I can call you? I would like to pray for you on the phone. MUch love, Lidia
ReplyDeleteIn the middle of the battle - and the lashings in the battle - I am learning to trust that God's plan is better - but still, I wish sometimes He would let me in on the particulars. So glad God is revealing some of the good He has designed into this plan. How you have handled these challenges has been such an encouraging story to me in my challenges - how to stand firm in the hurt and still believe He's got it. Wishing you much blessing in the new year - and refreshing - much refreshing!
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