“No one is here today,” uttered the lady in the counter. My
husband and I both breathed a sigh of desperation. He accompanied me to EEOC to
ask the lady who took my case and instead of calling me back to answer my
challenging questions in response to what my employer’s excuse of demoting me,
she closed my case. After almost 2 years of waiting for their help…Closed…Just
like that…Without mentioning the other instances when discriminatory statements
and actions were also done and with evidences I had submitted.
My shoulders must be droopy and my face must have shown it,
my husband gave me a hug as I opened the car doors inside the parking lot.
“It’s gonna’ be okay,” he reassured me.
“Really, I’m not worried. I am more upset with the fact that
people don’t do what they need to do.”
My husband knew…as we faced this storm 2 years ago, it was
God and still is God Who calms this storm in our lives.
The LORD is my
shepherd; I have all that I need. He
lets me rest in green meadows; he leads me beside peaceful streams.-Psalm 23:1,2
(NLT)
“She closed your case, you can’t even sue outside,” were the
last words this lady in the counter added. I was reading disbelief in her face
though she was trying not to be obvious. I understood. She was not supposed to
say anything against her co-workers.
“Do you remember that restaurant we frequently visited long
time ago?” I asked my husband as I moved the car forward.
“I was thinking the same thing…It’s actually close here.
Wanna’ have lunch there and get something for Kristian (our son)?”
We enjoyed lunch that day. Forgetting the storm that had
been trying to cause ruins in my heart.
Storms that never really caused true havoc as God has been the Strong
Tower that sheltered us. Upon arrival at the valleys where we lived, I saw the
beautiful flowers sprouting in different places, along the roadside. The sun
was shining brightly despite the early morning shower that teased the dry
earth.
I thanked God for this storm. Because this storm and no
matter what storm comes, it is an opportunity indeed to be driven to Him more.
Because of His love, grace, and mercy, nothing in this world can ever take away
the confidence I have in His faithful love and care. He provides. He gives me
that hope that even if everything is taken away from me, I still have Him.
Because His hold on me and to those who trust in Him never lets go. He never
allows His children to fall so deep that He is not able to reach out and save
them.
I searched the EEOC website. I found out He
showed me that someone could try to talk to the Office Director if that someone
didn’t agree with the decision. I felt the storm subsided a little. There was
hope. Peeking still at the door that was closed. But I had peace…Knowing that
in this valley, even if a road I was walking on was closed, He surely would
give me another way.
So I (and you) who trust in the Lord, will get to the
mountaintop.
Shepherd of the Storm(Goodsalt.com) |
Safely…
Even when I walk
through the darkest valley, I will not be afraid, for you are close beside me.
Your rod and your staff protect and comfort me. You prepare a table before me in
the presence of my enemies.You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Surely
goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in
the house of the Lord forever.-Psalm 23:4-6
(NLT)
Praying for you, and loving you sweet friend.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry. You seem to be on top of this dark time. God bless you dear one.
ReplyDeleteDear one, hugs to you . . . .
ReplyDeleteThe mountain may be getting a little shorter for you to climb....press on. :)
ReplyDeleteHi RCubes, the past 2 yrs must be tough on you. I have things to say to you which is appropriate in an email...
ReplyDeleteThe Lord is my shepherd...How awesome is that and thank you for your comment on my cult of deception blog. It's my hope too that my new book, Dancing Softly will give whoever reads it hope to know their life is a gift and He has a purpose and plan for each one of us. It's amazing walking with Him isn't it. Have a great day out there. Hugs to you special friend.
ReplyDeleteOnce again I say Amen... and it's still raining... and as the thunder rolls, I barely hear Your whisper through the rain "I'm with you."
ReplyDeleteI love this song by Casting Crowns - Praise You in the Storm.
Rosel, it must be such a huge disappointment, to have compiled your paperwork and your proof, and we all thought the victory was sure because you had that piece of paper that will be your foolproof evidence, but then this. Case dismissed? I remember Joseph, who languished in a prison for seventeen years for a crime he never committed. And suddenly one day, the Pharaoh calls him to interpret a dream, and that same day, his prison garb is replace by royal robes!
We will choose to praise Him in this storm, Rosel. We will never let disappointment set in. Lift up those droopy shoulders. Let there be rejoicing in your sagging spirits.
The God who sits on the throne is sovereign over all, and you know what He is on the side of truth and righteousness. In the end He will tilt the scales in your favor, and He will even up the score.
I truly believe this.
Much love
Lidia
I am so sorry to read this. I pray the comfort and rest of Jesus our Shepherd embraces you now.
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Mary
Bless your heart, Dear. I'm sorry that is what she did. Hugs ~
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