“My left arm hurts!” she yelled through the glass partition window that separated us.

“I already know that, Ma’am,” I replied without any bit of concern.

“You’re not going to send me to the hospital?” she queried.

“Not at all,” I confidently answered.

“My face now is getting numb!” she yelled again.

“Just have a sit and relax! That’s all you need to do.” I ordered.

Pacing back and forth in the small area of the Clinic’s waiting room, oblivious to her, I watched intently with my spying eyes from a distance as I pretended to continue working in the computer. She was walking normally going in and out of the bathroom when she thought no one was watching her.

I got up in between and asked, “So, how are you now?”

“Still hurts! You need to send me to the hospital. They need to give me something for pain!”

“Just RELAX! Here, take this cup and drink water!”

“Ma’am, it’s cold here! Can I get a blanket?”

“No! Because this is a waiting area. That was the reason why the nurses earlier had sent you back to your unit because it would be more comfortable there. They were not able to do anything further like me at this time because our doctor had already given you something for pain.” I explained.

“But you need to send me to the hospital!”

“I’m sorry. This is the last time I am going to explain to you that you don’t need to say that to us! We know when we need to send you to the hospital! You saw that your blood pressure and everything else was normal! There’s nothing wrong with you but you need to relax because of your anxiety. You’re letting it consume you.”

“I’m sorry.”

“You don’t need to apologize. I had told you earlier that another nurse had already referred you to our Mental Health Services. Our medical doctor can’t do anything about your anxiety because it has to be the Mental Health Doctor who needs to see you. Just be patient and try to relax. I know it’s not easy on your part.”

And she sat quietly, curled up on one of the blue chairs in the waiting area. Her demands ended and she was thinking deeply. She knew she couldn’t get away with all the complaints she faked, no matter how hard she tried.

Just like so many incarcerated inmates who are suffering from anxiety and other mental health problems, we all can try to relax and amidst our sorrows, we can find that time to laugh and energize our spirits. I thought about Sarah who laughed after being told by God that she would have a son despite her old age. Or how about people who found that freedom that comes from Him?

“When the LORD restored the fortunes of Zion,
   we were like those who dreamed.
 Our mouths were filled with laughter,
   our tongues with songs of joy.” - Psalm 126:1-2

When we abide by Truth and Spirit, we must be careful to look at His Word about laughter. We shouldn’t change His Word to conform to what we experience but rather conform to God’s ways.

When was the last time you really had a good laughter? I saw this cute baby and what made him laugh was so simple but listen to the baby’s pure joy. God bless.

"A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;"
- Ecclesiastes 3:4


  1. What a joy to hear that baby laugh. I find it hard to laugh these days. Someday soon I'm sure.

  2. I read stories and Psalms to my daughters at night as they were growing.

    When we came to this line,
    "Our mouths were filled with laughter,
    our tongues with songs of joy.”
    in Psalm 126, my youngest daughter started to laugh out loud.

    The line tickled her funny bone and she loved it! So I told her I was giving her a nickname for the rest of her life.

    She is called "Song of Joy", for the melody of joy she has crafted in all lives she touches.

    And, as she grew, if we became separated at the Mall or grocery store, I yelled out "Song of Joy" and she magically showed up.
    She knows her nickname well, and it drew her one stitch closer to her dad on Earth, and her Dad in Heaven.

    I delighted reading that line today, for it again reminds me of my youngest daughter, and makes me smile.

  3. @ sister Wanda: I pray you will be filled with His joy! Take care and God bless.

  4. @ Keystone: What a special memory you have with your daughter in relation to one of the Psalms. Your stories bring me high and low. Low meaning it reminds me of always surrendering myself to our good Father Who records our lives. You are a father rich with those precious memories and I always thank you for always sharing them with me. Your love and faith always encourage me. God bless you richly and thank you for your prayers.

  5. Rosel, thank you for your post and particularly that video. I tell you I couldn't help but start laughing along with the little guy. God bless and know that you are in my prayers. Lloyd

  6. I saw the video too... laughter is a medicine God invented to bring healing and joy to our lives!

    You are on the right track, get lots of healthy laughter and songs of joy!


  7. lol, That is so cute. I saw it long ago. Laughter is good medicine for us. Thank you ~ Blessings ~

  8. I would love to experience that kind of full blown laughter in that baby! Blessings to you Rosel.

  9. Rosel, you are such a blessings to those inmates! I pray that there will be many who will see His light through you. Your patience is what calmed that girl down. We both know where that comes from.
    Praying that Wanda and Just Be Real will someday very soon experience that kind of laughter. That babies laughter is so contagious. Thanks for sharing. You are a beautiful woman and you are such a blessing. I receive so much from your writings; and look forward to many more.


  10. Thank you you all for your prayers and sweet encouragement! You all bless me in special ways.
    Thank you bro. Lloyd for always keeping me in prayers. Sister Lidj, only by His grace I am able to remain joyful despite this trial I'm in. Thank you for coming by sister Cathy. JBR, you're always in my prayers...You His perfect time...Thank you for dropping by sister Tammy. All the glory to our good Father! God bless and love to all of you.

  11. I was reading quickly through this post and then stopped at your words ... "you're letting it consume you." All too often, we allow this world to consume us, things of this world to consume our joy. Thank you for sharing this. Aine :)

  12. I just posted on laughter....loved the video.....and your heart...hope your weekend is filled with laughter.

  13. Oh my, so wonderful a baby's laughter, then the beautiful verse. Thank you. Have a great weekend.

  14. Laughter truly is medicine to our souls! Thank you for being HIS faithful servant and sharing HIS thoughts through your heart and pen.
    Hugs, prayers, and blessings,

  15. What a great video! Now that was certainly a time to laugh :-)

    Thank you :-)


  16. That video just made me laugh out loud -thank you.
    I am coming here to ask you for prayer. My mom is having a double mastectomy this Thursday - March 10. Please pray for peace and comfort and for my mom to know that she is NOT alone...
    Thank you very much..
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The Attacker (5/15/09)

The sun was just peeking from the Eastern skies. Ephesians 6:12 [37 kb]

Out in the prison’s yard, some huge Sheriff’s buses were illuminated by the soft glow coming from the lights all over from the tall lamp posts. Their engines were turned on, warming up, before the buses would take the inmates to the different courts where they would have their trials.

Orange-uniformed men were lined up in pairs, joined together with handcuffs and chained, forming a long line. They already had their breakfast and had their morning medications prior to going to courts. Some were fidgeting, as they waited to board those buses.

All of a sudden, all hell broke loose! Two men were engaged in a fight, using weapons they made secretly for a while. Deputies called for help on the radio, both for custody back-up and medical staff, as well.

When the air was cleared and the other inmates were secured, one man was down on the floor. He sustained multiple gashes but two of them were deep. One cut was vertically etched from his left ear going down to the jaw line. The other dangerous cut was horizontal on his left neck, close to the jugular vein. Pool of blood dripped all over the floor. Holding his bleeding neck, he was pointing at the other inmate few feet away, being guarded by the other deputies.

The other man being accused was not hurt. There were no lacerations nor any other signs of trauma. He was obviously very agitated as he was being questioned by those deputies, while the medical staff started treating the other man on the floor. They cleaned the wounds and controlled the bleeding. That man was sent to the nearby hospital.

When the investigation was finalized, it turned out to be that the “downed man who was accusing the other inmate” was the attacker and the other one who didn’t have injury was the one attacked. The deputies found out that it was the second attempt to attack the unhurt man. Both attacks on him failed. He was well-prepared after the first attempt on him, that when the second attempt was done, he was able to defend himseld and ended up injuring his attacker severely.

[Source: Life Application Bible]:

We also have an “accuser of the brethren.” Satan and his army of demons are the enemies of God and of everything good.

“Because God’s children are human beings – made of flesh and blood – Jesus also became flesh and blood by being born in human form. For only as a human being could he die, and only by dying could he break the power of the Devil, who had the power of death.” –Hebrews 2:14

Because of what Jesus had done [dying on the cross], we, who live in constant fear of death shouldn’t be afraid anymore. Jesus had freed us from that fear so we can live for Him. When we belong to God, we know that death is only the portal that leads into “eternal life”. [“Thank You Lord!].

Paul warned us, too that we also battle against the evil forces of Satan, who is a vicious fighter. But to be able to withstand their attacks, we must depend on God’s strength and use every piece of His armor. We face an army whose goal is to defeat Christ’s church. When we believe in Christ, they become our enemies. They will try any device to turn us away from the Lord.

Fear not! For God has provided His supernatural power to defeat Satan and his army, through His Holy Spirit within us. So, arm yourselves with God’s armor.

Let us be strong in the Lord's mighty power. Let's put on His whole armor to resist the enemy's attacks: put on the sturdy belt of truth and the body armor of God's righteousness. For shoes, put on the peace that comes from the Good News, so that we are well-prepared. We will need faith in every battle as our shield to stop the fiery arrows aimed by Satan and his army. Let us put on salvation as our helmet, not forgetting the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God. Let's pray at all times, on every occasion in the power of the Holy Spirit. We must stay alert and be persistent in our prayers for all Christians everywhere. [Ephesians 6:10-18].