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Sanctuary….Those words first greeted me as I hurried my pace and made my husband and son did the same this morning…I’ve been hurt. Battered and bruised spiritually these past days. And I couldn’t wait to enter the Sanctuary…To be energized. To seek refuge. To be empowered once more. To allow Him to lead me. To obey…

The pastors’ s sermon this morning and all of the songs we sang brought up mixed emotions. Of goodness and feeling so blessed as we partook of His body and blood.

“We are clothed with His righteousness… When we approach His throne of grace, God sees Jesus’ righteousness on us, not our filthiness.” Those truth penetrated my heart. I opened my eyes only to find out I was the only one sitting and the rest of the family, standing and loudly singing.

“How come you didn’t tap my arm?” I asked my husband on my left side.

“That’s okay. I saw you in deep prayers and you were crying.”

“I know. Because I felt His awesome love. So deep. And I felt sadness at the same time. For those who don’t know His love,” I whispered as everyone’s voice drowned my words with their thanks and praises.

Oh, how so many people miss His desire to be with them. His wanting to live among the people. To be in their hearts. Those faces I met few days ago who were determined to end my job because they had the power and they thought they had the right decisions….but they haven’t met the One Who is the Most Powerful and the One Who has created us all.

Instead, some go to sanctuaries, rushing into worship and treating Him with disregard.

“Don’t think highly of yourselves but of  others,” reminded our pastor.

I pulled a small tissue from my purse and wiped the drying out tears. But in my heart and my mind, as we prepared to leave the fellowship, I would be forever reminded of Who brought us out of Egypt, of Who gave us the sanctuary here on earth and in heaven…

“I will live among the people of Israel and be their God, and they will know that I am the Lord their God, I am the one who brought them out of Egypt so that I could live among them. I am the Lord their God.”
~ Exodus 29:45-46


  1. "I’ve been hurt. Battered and bruised spiritually these past days."

    I had to stop reading at this point, before continuing. The pain of this truth came back to my own stomach.

    Trust and Truth are inexplicably entwined, and when the Truth is distorted, Trust is most difficult to restore. It takes a broad brush of deception to do such internal damage to the spirit.
    "I've been hurt with your hurt before too"
    And it came back to me when you wrote of your pain.

    It is proper to go into the Sanctuary, to heal, to pray, to restore that which has been damaged by those "holier than thou".

    But there is another stance.
    Imagine Lady Justice and the Scales of Justice she holds. If a weight is placed on one side of the scale, it becomes unbalanced. Only when a comparable weight is placed on the other side of the scale, does balance return.

    In Greek, this is called Axios.
    Many people think that the word we speak of is balance; not true.

    When both sides of the scale hold equal, Axios occurs. Axios means "to be worthy".
    Each side is "in worthy to the other side of the scale".
    So you do what I did when a person trusted ny me, betrayed spiritually.
    Climb up on the scale that is so out of balance, and let the Lord, slip his thumb upon YOUR side of the scale, until balance with HIM is restored. You are then, in Axios, with Christ.

    The spiritual abusers of this world can not then touch you. You are "in worthy" anew.

    Of course, with me, you have always been in Axios. :)

    When rain falls from the sky, the water seeks the lowest point on the ground, and begins there, to fill up.

    When God's love flows from heaven to his spiritually wounded sons and daughters on Earth, it, too, flows to the lowest spots first.
    Enjoy the love from Him that is gushing down to your elevation. I send mine too.

    You are loved.

  2. Rosel, my dear sister in Christ, I continue to lift you up to the Lord in prayer. As Believers we have a big advantage of the saints of the Old Testament because we no longer need to go to God's is now within us. We are the Temples of God and His Spirit is always within our hearts even when we are going through the valleys of life. But God's promise is that the best is yet to come. God bless, Lloyd

  3. Dear Rosel,
    As I read the title of your latest post on my blog's sidebar this morning, something was calling out to me - Click on it now.

    But I didn't want to read it in a hurry.

    I was about to log off, and prepare to leave - I was on my way to the airport.

    Now I'm here... I checked in early, and being in a comfortable spot here at Chaikofi... and three hours to go till boarding time, I opened your blog post... and read.

    Tears welled up in my eyes too.

    Yes, dear friend. He is our Sanctuary. No one else is entitled to be called by that special name.

    You are safe, you are secure. Away from the blame and the pointing fingers, the angry words, and the betrayal of trust and confidence.

    Run to Him, He is your Sanctuary.

    I feel for you, I weep with you... but I know you are in safe hands.


  4. Sis, if God is with you, who can be against you? Be strong and of good courage, for the Lord Thy God is with you. And thank you so much for this youtube, it has stirred something in me and I'll use it in my blog too, sooner or later. Thanks and God bless.


"Faith is taking the first step even if you don't see the whole staircase..."
~ Martin Luther King, Jr.

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The Attacker (5/15/09)

The sun was just peeking from the Eastern skies. Ephesians 6:12 [37 kb]

Out in the prison’s yard, some huge Sheriff’s buses were illuminated by the soft glow coming from the lights all over from the tall lamp posts. Their engines were turned on, warming up, before the buses would take the inmates to the different courts where they would have their trials.

Orange-uniformed men were lined up in pairs, joined together with handcuffs and chained, forming a long line. They already had their breakfast and had their morning medications prior to going to courts. Some were fidgeting, as they waited to board those buses.

All of a sudden, all hell broke loose! Two men were engaged in a fight, using weapons they made secretly for a while. Deputies called for help on the radio, both for custody back-up and medical staff, as well.

When the air was cleared and the other inmates were secured, one man was down on the floor. He sustained multiple gashes but two of them were deep. One cut was vertically etched from his left ear going down to the jaw line. The other dangerous cut was horizontal on his left neck, close to the jugular vein. Pool of blood dripped all over the floor. Holding his bleeding neck, he was pointing at the other inmate few feet away, being guarded by the other deputies.

The other man being accused was not hurt. There were no lacerations nor any other signs of trauma. He was obviously very agitated as he was being questioned by those deputies, while the medical staff started treating the other man on the floor. They cleaned the wounds and controlled the bleeding. That man was sent to the nearby hospital.

When the investigation was finalized, it turned out to be that the “downed man who was accusing the other inmate” was the attacker and the other one who didn’t have injury was the one attacked. The deputies found out that it was the second attempt to attack the unhurt man. Both attacks on him failed. He was well-prepared after the first attempt on him, that when the second attempt was done, he was able to defend himseld and ended up injuring his attacker severely.

[Source: Life Application Bible]:

We also have an “accuser of the brethren.” Satan and his army of demons are the enemies of God and of everything good.

“Because God’s children are human beings – made of flesh and blood – Jesus also became flesh and blood by being born in human form. For only as a human being could he die, and only by dying could he break the power of the Devil, who had the power of death.” –Hebrews 2:14

Because of what Jesus had done [dying on the cross], we, who live in constant fear of death shouldn’t be afraid anymore. Jesus had freed us from that fear so we can live for Him. When we belong to God, we know that death is only the portal that leads into “eternal life”. [“Thank You Lord!].

Paul warned us, too that we also battle against the evil forces of Satan, who is a vicious fighter. But to be able to withstand their attacks, we must depend on God’s strength and use every piece of His armor. We face an army whose goal is to defeat Christ’s church. When we believe in Christ, they become our enemies. They will try any device to turn us away from the Lord.

Fear not! For God has provided His supernatural power to defeat Satan and his army, through His Holy Spirit within us. So, arm yourselves with God’s armor.

Let us be strong in the Lord's mighty power. Let's put on His whole armor to resist the enemy's attacks: put on the sturdy belt of truth and the body armor of God's righteousness. For shoes, put on the peace that comes from the Good News, so that we are well-prepared. We will need faith in every battle as our shield to stop the fiery arrows aimed by Satan and his army. Let us put on salvation as our helmet, not forgetting the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God. Let's pray at all times, on every occasion in the power of the Holy Spirit. We must stay alert and be persistent in our prayers for all Christians everywhere. [Ephesians 6:10-18].