"Then the Lord spoke to Job out of the storm. He said: "Who is this that obscures my plans with words without knowledge? Brace yourself like a man; I will question you, and you shall answer me." ~ Job 38:1-3
I sort of dread going to work tomorrow. Not that I am not grateful for this job, but just maybe tired of it. Tired of the same problems. Tired of the same scenarios like gossiping, seeing lazy workers, and even dealing with inmates who fake their illnesses. Do you go through times like that? Perhaps, the once extraordinary becomes a rut.
The Internet service had been down a while ago. A blessing in disguise. As I resorted to reading His Word. And praying. Knowing that He’s got the best plan for our future, still…I didn’t feel like going to work tomorrow.
Funny how sometimes we try to ask the Lord and He answers with questions, too.Kind of like when He asked Job with rapid succession, showing His infinite wisdom against Job's limited knowledge. It led to Job's repentance, who admitted his inability to answer God and that, he humbly acknowledged God's ability to do everything.
“Why don’t you want to go there tomorrow?” I could hear Him asking me that way.
I knew He knew the answer. For He could see everything. But the hard part was the answer from me. I didn’t know what to say. Except deep inside, I knew He wanted me to be there. To bring His light to the dark prison. To see the beauty despite the ugly things. To remain positive not be negative. To make a difference as His ambassador and not go with the things of this world. That is….if I’m willing to listen and obey.
If you’re going through a tough time and your hearts’ desires are not being answered, but rather with more questions, may this video [a little long but worth it] inspire you as the Lord led me to this:
30 DAYS OF THANKSGIVING - 14
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I know how you can become tired of a job and all the games of it. Maybe God is leading you else where. Maybe this is just a test. What ever it is sister I will hold you up in my prayers,
ReplyDeleteUsually when stirrings happen with me, the Holy Spirit is trying to reveal something to me. Blessings to you Rosel.
ReplyDeleteI couldn't see the video, but I was still blessed by your devotional...a message I NEEDED. I love ya girl..SOOOOOOOOOO much.
ReplyDelete(((((Rosel))))
ReplyDeleteThis video was absolutely AMAZING...it really leads me to think so deeply...even more deeply than I thought I already was.
ReplyDeleteOh my dear precious sister...He uses YOU so much not only where you are working but here as well. He lives in YOU that I surely do know.
I love you so much.
Peace & Many Prayers,
Alleluiabelle
Ah yes ... "brace yourself". I hate it when that happens!
ReplyDeleteNot really, because you're absolutely right. He's helping us to get in touch with something vitally important in His probing, piercing questions.
Great post, friend; great post.
Kathleen
Thank you my sister in Christ for sharing this with me today. My heart has been full of sadness these past few days. As I watched the video of this man, my heart sank deep into my chest. Still so many questions. I know HE is leading me and I am following with tears in my eyes. I will not give up on HIM and HE will not give up on me.
ReplyDeleteBren
I know exactly what it feels like not wanting to go to work the next day and having to deal with the same issues, people, etc., etc.
ReplyDeleteThat's a time when you need Jesus more than ever to get you out what seems to be a rut. Keeping you my prayers!! Blessings to you!!!
Rosel, I can relate and even though books are not difficult like some people..lol! they do get heavy and patrons are challenging and I have days when I don't want to go either. I think going to hide away in a cabin in the woods with some great praise and worship music and just sit in the presence of our Father..would be lovely. (: Blessings to you!
ReplyDeleteWhen you work for God, are you ever tried of your job? Who do we really work for ... bringing His light to the dark? Aren't you are a bit of a Mother Teresa type kingdom worker in the Prison System of America? Not to down-play the difficulty mentally and physically. It takes a special gift from God to do what you do, where you work. I am blessed to know you.
ReplyDeleteRosel,
ReplyDeleteI find it a little scary when these times come and they seem to get more frequently. God has been working furiously in and through my heart and sometimes I just want to pull the covers over my head. Thank you for reminding me that is NOT an option.
Love and hugs,
andrea
You are precious. Your walk with the Lord is wonderful and blessed. He really doesn't ask much from us, especially when we consider how much He asked from Himself. And He will never leave us. Ever.
ReplyDeleteMany, many blessings to you. And much prayer for strength and contentment in any and every situation.
Your sister in Christ,
Lyn
Rosel, I pray that God will give you the energy and mind set to get through difficult days at work.
ReplyDelete~Ron
Wow Rosel...so powerful. My dgt is here watching and listening and both of us...wow. And what you said in your comment to me on my blog about the flashlight and the darkness in the prison....thank you Rosel. To you...I say the same...you are His light. YOu shine so brightly. And I understand how you are tired....and not wanting to go to work. I'm praying for you..asking for your strength to be renewed and to feel a fresh touch from HIm...Hang tight Rosel...He won't ever let you down....
ReplyDeleteThis video is so very convicting. I am so glad I watched the whole thing because it shows you the grace God gives in evil situations. Praying your week ahead will be extraordinary!
ReplyDeleteLove you,
Mary
Really appreciate your word here and your transparency. I'm sure grateful for the patience of our loving God to keep asking me those questions, to keep me honest and real.
ReplyDeleteMy prayers are with you. Be safe. Thank you for sharing your beautiful words and the video.
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