How Far Can You Go?

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“If Jesus Christ be God and died for me, then no sacrifice can be too great for me to make for Him.”

“So, what am I gonna’ do now, huh?” asked a ticked-off male inmate, still groggy from being waken up at almost midnight.

“The deputy said that they are going to put me on discipline because I was upset and talked back to them when they woke me up and told me that you guys needed me for blood pressure check. My blood pressure is fine. C’mon!”

I just walked in to start my shift last Saturday night. Upon seeing the evening nurse got up from her seat to take vital signs on 2 male inmates, I volunteered to get the other one so she could go home on time.

“Why so late?” I queried.

“Well, our charge nurse wanted it done. Just following her order Rcubes,” she replied.

I tapped on the same nurse’s shoulder, as she heard the inmate’s complaint to me.

“Will you please tell the charge nurse about this?” I requested. She just smiled at me and proceeded to go inside the Infirmary where the charge nurse’s desk was.

The man has a long history of alcohol abuse. Without alcohol upon incarceration, he was prone to withdrawal symptoms that could be life threatening. He was being given medications to help combat the tremors but has the effect of making him sleepy.

I could reply with 2 different versions. Human way, I would have been upset because he was not being grateful to the care being given when he probably had a lot of sleepless nights outside the prison walls anyway, consuming alcohol until the wee hours of each morning.

But the Spirit reminded me. His ways higher than mine. His thoughts higher than mine.

“Sir, I could see where you’re coming from. I’m sorry that your sleep was interrupted. But we just wanted to make sure that you won’t have those dangerous symptoms. I am not sure if I can prevent this. Because when things get busy, whoever has the opportunity to take your vital signs will have to do it. But it must be done and the results be shown to our doctor. I would let my charge nurse know. If it’s possible to have it done before bedtime. I can’t promise. I can only try.”

“I’m sorry, Ma’am. I wasn’t upset with you. I understand you guys have to do this. But please. I would appreciate it if they can’t interrupt my sleep. I haven’t slept. Thank you.”

He got up with droopy shoulders, his orange uniform wrinkled in different places as if donned in a hurry.

I could feel for him. Despite the crimes they committed, inmates were given that right to have a straight sleep. That was a law. They must be allowed to have an uninterrupted sleep. So little sacrifice for me to try to let the charge nurse know. But it was worth a try.

How far can we go to make things better for others? How far can we make sacrifices to help someone in need? No one. Nobody. Can ever do what God has done. To save us sinners. He sacrificed His one and only Son. To save humanity.

“But your iniquities have separated you from your God; your sins have hidden his face so that he will not hear.” - Isaiah 59:2

“But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” - Romans 5:8

“God made the one who knew no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we would become the righteousness of God.” - 2 Corinthians 5:21

“For this is the way God loved the world: he gave his one and only Son that everyone who believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. 17 For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world should be saved through him. 18 The one who believes in Him is not condemned. The one who does not believe has been condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the one and only Son of God.” - John 3:16-18


  1. Your faith is an inspiration! Ingat :)

  2. Praise God for the precious blood of His Son and His sacrifice so we can live. Great words in your post today reminding me of God's love in the midst of this world.


  3. We must continue to do more...not the world's less...but GODS more! Thank you, Rosel for reminding me of this truth...
    Blessings, hugs, and lots of prayers,

  4. Your post touched me today. It has reminded me of the lost and the downtrodden here in Khartoum city. For now I can do nothing but pray for those. Someday soon I hope to be able to help them. Grace, peace and mercy to you, my sister in Jesus. Jo

  5. You greatly inspire me, love you.

  6. Hopefully I would go as far as the Spirit of God leads me to. But I know that is only possible as I completely trust Him with everything, including my own life. Excellent inspiration here Rosel! :)

  7. "How far can we go to make things better for others? How far can we make sacrifices to help someone in need?"

    I have been thinking about this a lot lately. I have been thinking about how little we (I) do for the homeless. How easy it is to forget those who are suffering while we live in our comforts. My recent situation has made me much more aware of my responsibility to help those who have no help.

    Rich blessings to you my sweet friend and sister in Christ!

  8. Thanks for the reminder to put ourselves in others shoes and show compassion no matter what the person has done in the past. I SO needed to hear this after the last fews days I've had dealing with my idiot landlord and crazy neighbors. Please keep praying for me. I have applications in from one end of this town to the other in hopes of getting a job soon. It's hard with the bad ecomony and me not having a work history for the past five years.

  9. Rosel,

    This is such a beautiful post because you taught us all how to respond in kindness instead of how you might be feeling. You are truly shining the light in the darkest places.

    Love and Hugs ~ Kat

  10. Dear Rosel,
    I love the way your compassionate heart reaches out to the inmates. I have not read far back into your blogs, but I have a feeling you are Filipino like me. I have not seen pictures of you on your blog either. Only your words of love and compassion. And it touches my heart even as it touches the prisoners.

    Surely there will be many from the prison cells who will be in heaven because of you. That's for sure. To God be the glory.

    Mabuhay ang Pilipinas!


  11. Our Lord has given you an abundance of mercy and compassion Rosel. I really enjoyed reading this post. God's blessing to you always. Lloyd

  12. Rosel, What a great video!
    I'm going to send it to everyone in my email address book.
    Thank you, Ron

  13. You are a sweet fragrance of our Lord.

    And re: my post. Spanx aren't uncomfortable. :o) They feel like control tops. You would like them.

    Bless you today friend!

  14. Rosel,

    Yet again you have given the Sprit of Compassion and Mercy and been an example of the LORDS grace! May you be blessed my friend as you pour out HIS love to those who don't know HIM. May the Lord grant them eyes to see and ears to hear so they may find & accept HIM!

    Love you Rosel

  15. It's beautiful the way God works through you for the prisoners. HIS prisoners. Love your new background!

  16. Compassion ~ is your name.:)

  17. really powerful video...had shivers watching it...b/c I know it's truth. thank you Rosel....have an awesome weekend...You need it.


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The Attacker (5/15/09)

The sun was just peeking from the Eastern skies. Ephesians 6:12 [37 kb]

Out in the prison’s yard, some huge Sheriff’s buses were illuminated by the soft glow coming from the lights all over from the tall lamp posts. Their engines were turned on, warming up, before the buses would take the inmates to the different courts where they would have their trials.

Orange-uniformed men were lined up in pairs, joined together with handcuffs and chained, forming a long line. They already had their breakfast and had their morning medications prior to going to courts. Some were fidgeting, as they waited to board those buses.

All of a sudden, all hell broke loose! Two men were engaged in a fight, using weapons they made secretly for a while. Deputies called for help on the radio, both for custody back-up and medical staff, as well.

When the air was cleared and the other inmates were secured, one man was down on the floor. He sustained multiple gashes but two of them were deep. One cut was vertically etched from his left ear going down to the jaw line. The other dangerous cut was horizontal on his left neck, close to the jugular vein. Pool of blood dripped all over the floor. Holding his bleeding neck, he was pointing at the other inmate few feet away, being guarded by the other deputies.

The other man being accused was not hurt. There were no lacerations nor any other signs of trauma. He was obviously very agitated as he was being questioned by those deputies, while the medical staff started treating the other man on the floor. They cleaned the wounds and controlled the bleeding. That man was sent to the nearby hospital.

When the investigation was finalized, it turned out to be that the “downed man who was accusing the other inmate” was the attacker and the other one who didn’t have injury was the one attacked. The deputies found out that it was the second attempt to attack the unhurt man. Both attacks on him failed. He was well-prepared after the first attempt on him, that when the second attempt was done, he was able to defend himseld and ended up injuring his attacker severely.

[Source: Life Application Bible]:

We also have an “accuser of the brethren.” Satan and his army of demons are the enemies of God and of everything good.

“Because God’s children are human beings – made of flesh and blood – Jesus also became flesh and blood by being born in human form. For only as a human being could he die, and only by dying could he break the power of the Devil, who had the power of death.” –Hebrews 2:14

Because of what Jesus had done [dying on the cross], we, who live in constant fear of death shouldn’t be afraid anymore. Jesus had freed us from that fear so we can live for Him. When we belong to God, we know that death is only the portal that leads into “eternal life”. [“Thank You Lord!].

Paul warned us, too that we also battle against the evil forces of Satan, who is a vicious fighter. But to be able to withstand their attacks, we must depend on God’s strength and use every piece of His armor. We face an army whose goal is to defeat Christ’s church. When we believe in Christ, they become our enemies. They will try any device to turn us away from the Lord.

Fear not! For God has provided His supernatural power to defeat Satan and his army, through His Holy Spirit within us. So, arm yourselves with God’s armor.

Let us be strong in the Lord's mighty power. Let's put on His whole armor to resist the enemy's attacks: put on the sturdy belt of truth and the body armor of God's righteousness. For shoes, put on the peace that comes from the Good News, so that we are well-prepared. We will need faith in every battle as our shield to stop the fiery arrows aimed by Satan and his army. Let us put on salvation as our helmet, not forgetting the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God. Let's pray at all times, on every occasion in the power of the Holy Spirit. We must stay alert and be persistent in our prayers for all Christians everywhere. [Ephesians 6:10-18].