Off The Beaten Trek - A Correctional Nurse's Journey (Retired)
The Wicked Thing
Sitting on one of the chairs used for sick calls, a young male was holding on to his upset stomach. With our medical secretary nearby, to interpret for both of us [between Spanish and English], he complained of not being able to keep his food down.
He was just incarcerated the day before. But he failed to inform the Intake Nurse [admitting nurse] that he had a habit of using massive doses of methamphetamines daily. So, he started going through some withdrawal symptoms that day. When night time came, he couldn’t stand it any longer and had requested to be seen by the medical staff.
All day, he wasn’t able to eat as he had been throwing up and had been going to the bathroom, afflicted with bouts of diarrhea. His vital signs fortunately were normal, except for his rapid pulse. My concern was that he was prone to being dehydrated because of his nausea and vomiting coupled with his diarrhea. And him, not being able to eat nor drink, the lost fluids were not replenished.
Night shift nurses were there to only see inmates with emergency kind of illnesses. His was not that of emergent but because of problems with dehydration, I told the charge nurse, I would go and treat the said inmate.
“Why are you seeing him?”, grumbled the deputy who needed to guard me as I treated the inmate. “So what if he’s withdrawing? Mother____!” “You use drugs and then, you come here to the jail and keep complaining. A-----!” “You need to throw up, then throw up! Jesus!”
I wasn’t saying anything. I knew in my heart that anyone who hasn’t fully accepted the Lord’s love would have the tendency to talk like that. And if that deputy is a Christian, that just showed how much we are in need still of God's grace and knowledge every day, to help our minds be renewed, our hearts transformed to His likeness.
As my emotions were building up, I asked the Lord for His wisdom in this situation that slapped my face. Immediately, I felt calm and sealed my mouth and felt I didn't need to speak until there would be a better opportunity to speak back, but not in the manner that would displease the Lord.
While getting the appropriate medications to relieve the inmate’s upset stomach, one LVN walked in as I was washing my hands and said sarcastically, “Well, the deputy wanted me to tell you for you to give TLC to that inmate.”
"This is it! This is the opportunity that the Lord whispered to my ears..."
Loudly, I responded, “Isn’t that my job? Not to judge but to give TLC to sick ones here?” I knew the deputy was passing by and I wanted him to hear me.
At that point, I walked out of the pharmacy and he was right there. He didn’t say anything but I intended for him to hear my response. He couldn’t look me in the eye.
The inmate took the medications and immediately felt relief. So he requested if he could go back to his unit. I informed him that the medications would continually be given for up to 5 days. He said “thank you” and walked away, not holding his stomach anymore.
James also reminded us about learning how to tame our tongue. Such a small organ but if we are not careful, it’s unimaginable to know how much damage it can do! Before we say anything, we must be careful that the words are not something we will regret later. It’s either you use your tongue to build up someone or hurt them. Your choice…Will you have a wicked tongue? Or will it be under control?
James 3:7-12 - “People can tame all kinds of animals and birds and reptiles and fish, but no one can tame the tongue. It is an uncontrollable evil, full of deadly poison. Sometimes, it praises our Lord and Father, and sometimes it breaks out into curses against those who have been made in the image of God. And so, blessing and cursing come pouring out of the same mouth. Surely, my brothers and sisters, this is not right! Does a spring of water bubble out with both fresh water and bitter water? Can you pick olives from a fig tree or figs from a grapevine? No, and you can’t draw fresh water from a salty pool.”
Please turn up your volume and enjoy this song of worship! To God be the glory!
Once again you are so insightful. Our Lord really is good at putting the right people where he needs them. You are a beautiful repersenative of Him! Carol
I just love how you and God work hand in hand at your job everyday. It never ceases to amaze me at the wonders of just what He is teaching you through each encounter you have everyday. It is never the same day twice.
I am keeping you in my prayers and asking that God continue to use you in greater ways and provide more opportunities to help his lost flock.
God in you shines in every encounter and your humble willingness to be HIS vessel speaks so powerfully. I love that you never even judged either man, you just sought the Lord in your sweet way. You are so very precious Rosel! so very precious! I love you my friend!
You never cease to amaze me Rosel! Letting the Father live through you! What an amazing place that you work so that He can touch so many hurting people through you! Thanks for being you!
Rosel: I am calling on prayer warriors again. I came to blogland this morning to read the comments on my blog. Toward the end was a prayer request from a new blogger. I went to her blog and read. She had already asked me to ask others to pray. I was burdened and felt led to post a prayer request with a link to her blog.
Rosel, Loved reading your wise words! Sometimes people do not think before they speak. It is sad that words reflect what is inside one's heart. It is also wonderful that the Lord has blessed you with patience, love and knowledge to know when to speak. I love you my friend. Your sister in Christ, Bren
Such a powerful post, bless you for being you.
ReplyDeleteWhat a great post! I needed this one!
ReplyDeleteYou have been tagged at Arise 2 Write.
Blessings, andrea
Thanks for sharing with us dear sister and I loved the WORD and photo!!!
ReplyDeleteKeep pressing in!
Love ya.
Once again you are so insightful. Our Lord really is good at putting the right people where he needs them. You are a beautiful repersenative of Him! Carol
ReplyDeleteRosel,
ReplyDeleteI just love how you and God work hand in hand at your job everyday. It never ceases to amaze me at the wonders of just what He is teaching you through each encounter you have everyday. It is never the same day twice.
I am keeping you in my prayers and asking that God continue to use you in greater ways and provide more opportunities to help his lost flock.
Love and Hugs ~ Kat
Rosel,
ReplyDeleteGod in you shines in every encounter and your humble willingness to be HIS vessel speaks so powerfully. I love that you never even judged either man, you just sought the Lord in your sweet way. You are so very precious Rosel! so very precious! I love you my friend!
You are a willing vessel and God is pouring His loving kindness through you. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteYou never cease to amaze me Rosel! Letting the Father live through you! What an amazing place that you work so that He can touch so many hurting people through you! Thanks for being you!
ReplyDeleteRosel:
ReplyDeleteI am calling on prayer warriors again. I came to blogland this morning to read the comments on my blog. Toward the end was a prayer request from a new blogger. I went to her blog and read. She had already asked me to ask others to pray. I was burdened and felt led to post a prayer request with a link to her blog.
Love you...andrea
No doubt you are the only "Jesus" some of these people have ever seen/experienced.
ReplyDeleteMay He continue to bless us all with wisdom and self control as we seek Him!
Wow! Special and powerful post. Thanks for sharing dear!! Gods blessings on you!
ReplyDeleteRosel,
ReplyDeleteLoved reading your wise words! Sometimes people do not think before they speak. It is sad that words reflect what is inside one's heart. It is also wonderful that the Lord has blessed you with patience, love and knowledge to know when to speak. I love you my friend.
Your sister in Christ,
Bren