The Rock

"One reason the devil is called the dragon in the Bible is because he knows how to make difficult circumstances drag on." -Francis Frangipane
Foggy morning obscuring view of Morro Rock in Morro Bay, CA.
From the moment the battle at work started, I already had a clear view prior to these people’s attempts to make me quit my current position by assaulting me with constructed, unfounded lies. They had tried many times to obscure my view of the future and had desired for my work to end. Darts of lies were constantly thrown. Mysterious plans to put hindrances on the road I was walking on were constructed. They wanted to satiate their hunger to change my path and thought they had their plots devised well. They wanted to see me tremble with fear and worries.  They wanted to see me shed tears and perhaps, fall down and beg for their mercy. They shrouded any attempts of mine to bring truth and honesty with every encounter we had.

Looking back since this battle started at work, I caught a glimpse of what the Lord had planned before me. After sustaining an injury from the hospital where I used to work for almost 10 years, He opened this door in a Correctional setting. This was the place where He taught me to grow and learn how to engage in many forms of spiritual warfare.

I saw many injustices and corruption done by those people who puffed up themselves with pride as they took higher positions. Injustices against those hard-working nurses who were afflicted by physical illnesses and instead of helping them out, had chosen to harass them and stopped their careers right there. Instead of fighting back, most of them chose not to stay and had chosen the easy route: to surrender their badges and end their duties.

I saw the unseen evilness by God’s grace. What I thought I would be dealing with like problems from inmates was wrong. I began to see that God trained me to be strong in His power because I would be dealing with a bigger problem. That was to face these corrupt people.

I was never moved nor shaken by their schemes from the start… God had already provided His weapons way ahead of those ploys.

They wanted to see me fall… But I was adept at that as I had fallen down to my knees many times as I intertwined the fingers of both of my hands in prayers.

They constantly accused, assumed, and set traps. But God gave me a hedge around me, sprinkled with His blood.

They were strong in number as we met couple of times now to pretend they were giving me options when there was none, as they spoke things that were not the same on a piece of paper they were writing on. But I always asked for His gift of discernment and His divine wisdom that I chose not to sign and they didn’t know that…I was never alone…

This was another attempt done when I met with them two days ago. They had put me on a leave for a long stretch of time. Another attempt to make me quit on my own as I discerned that move. But I wasn’t called by Him to be a “quitter”. I was a disabled vessel, enabled by His power!

So, I chose to fight back. I chose not to take the easy way out that others had taken before me. I chose to fight, not only for me but for those who didn’t have a chance to avoid the traps they had placed before them. I chose to fight so that these evil deeds would be exposed in His light so that no one else could ever be victimized. I chose not to yield to their evil schemes because it was very clear from the beginning I invited Christ to live in me: “He has the best future for me!”  I saw that clearly!!!

"3 And we can be sure that we know him if we obey his commandments. 4 If someone claims, “I know God,” but doesn’t obey God’s commandments, that person is a liar and is not living in the truth. 5 But those who obey God’s word truly show how completely they love him. That is how we know we are living in him. 6 Those who say they live in God should live their lives as Jesus did." - 1 John 2:3-6 (NLT)

Morro Rock in Morro Bay, CA.


“From the ends of the earth, I cry to you for help when my heart is overwhelmed. Lead me to the towering rock of safety.” – Psalm 61:2 (NLT)

7 comments:

  1. I know it has not been easy, but from the tone of your voice I can feel your strength and the hope that is sustaining you in this battle.

    Thank you for not giving up.

    I am at the national assembly of the Philippine COuncil of Evangelical Churches. This evening we had a wonderful worship experience. At the end of the worship time, we sang this song entitled Teach Me to Dance to the Beat of Your Heart, and I kept thinking of you. It was the topic of your previous post - Perfecting the Dance.

    Have you heard this song before?

    the lyrics are here:

    Teach me to dance to the beat of your heart
    Teach me to move in the power of your Spirit
    Teach me to walk in the light of your presence
    Teach me to dance to the beat of your heart

    Teach me to love with your heart of compassion
    Teach me to trust in the word of your promise
    Teach me to hope in the day of your coming
    Teach me to dance to the beat of your heart

    You wrote the rhythm of life
    Created heaven and earth
    In You is joy without measure
    So, like a child in your sight
    I dance to see your delight
    For I was made for your pleasure
    Pleasure

    Let all my movements express
    A heart that loves to say 'yes'
    A will that leaps to obey you
    Let all my energy blaze
    To see the joy in your face
    Let my whole being praise you
    Praise you

    ANd you can listen to the song here:

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RIhHIlelVtc&feature=related

    Much love
    Lidj

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  2. Love you sister...

    You absolutely amaze me. You help me to regain more strength and courage to face so many things along with keeping my eyes fixed on the Ultimate One that is in charge of EVERYTHING.

    Still praying fervently for you.

    {{{Big Hugs}}}
    Alleluiabelle

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  3. Good for you, Rosel. Your trust in God for timing and weapons and victory is inspirational.

    Love you!
    Mary

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  4. God is sustaining you Rosel. His strength is made perfect in weakness. He will fight the battles for you as you trust and obey.

    Blessings and love,
    Debbie

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  5. I continue to pray for you. I know from previous posts of yours that I've read what a good nurse you are. What a blessing you are in that place. I'm looking forward to reading how God turns this situation around.

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  6. Thanks Rosel for another profound and inspiring post. You are certainly in the right place.

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  7. Your strength is an inspiration. May the Lord continue to sustain and preserve you!

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